Where do I begin?
My wife and I have separated. Is it true that we should all just stop surrounding ourselves with negativity? My life with Laura was deeply unhappy, yet my children brought me more joy than I can describe. Yet now I’m labelled as the man who left, for another woman no less; abandoning his family.
So yeah, feeling pretty low.
On the other hand, work is going very well. And I’ve managed to keep another relationship steady.
I’m filled with very dark and low thoughts indeed. I’ve have thought about, and attempted to take my life on numerous occasions. But I’m still here. Trying to get through each day without upsetting people or being made to feel low.
The thing is, I’m to blame for it all.
When I was away from home for long periods last year, I found calm and positivity. Now I feel further down in the dark than I’ve ever felt. And alone, despite family and work support.