Job Burn out
I have learned with this session that I have definite burn out and it is seriously affecting my entire life. First thing is job disillusionment I am not clear of my exact duties or what authority I have. Lack of resources to do my job, this would pertain to my promise of getting a card for expenses with no results for seven months. I am always guaranteed 30 hours a week however I work past the 30 hours And I am not always paid the work above and beyond 30 hours. All of these things contribute to job burn out and I have experienced all of them I’m experiencing burn out I’m actually at the point of I shut my self off from work without letting them know that I am burnt out. Even though my boss at times stresses to me he does not want me to get burn out, he has been the person who has contributed to my burnout. By promising me the expense card for purchasing things needed to perform some of my job duties, and not providing one. My disillusionment of my exact job description has left me feeling the need to do everything, Causing me undue-stress, waste my time. Time wasted makes me feel a sense of no accomplishment at all. I’d like to get things done. I am a perfectionist when it comes to my work, I take a great sense of pride in my work I’m good at things when it comes to repairs of things, I recognize Safety issues and try to address them immediately, however due to lack the resources, safety related repairs are not immediately addressed.
I cannot survive with my salary, yet I cannot be without a job. I have given mgt a proposal to meet once a month to get up to date on all matters, communicate with each other, in person or on zoom, for all of us to be on the same page. They have yet to respond to my attempt at communicating amongst one another. I am beside myself with worry, dread, anger, frustration, sadness because I like my job (even if I don’t know exactly what it all entails).