Now. I tend to always think, feel, and prepare for the future. ALWAYS. Even though it comes from a good place I know it insights some of my insecurities, anxieties and worry. But what are those? Fear of failing in the future. That I’m not putting time now for later. Fear of loss. I forget how fast a year can pass, my family can grow and I miss the days I spent preparing and not loving my beautiful woman.
I’m not down on myself no. But being in the now is my life goal, balanced with a mindful head for the future.