That everything did her was true !
Loved it !
I am currently exhausted due to being up all night after my birthday spent solo ( again)
Fell out with a lovely friend
She dumped me
Hard because of Barossos spitfire job did me in
However when I say did me in of course she didn’t do me in
Nobody will ever have that kind of malicious , vitriolic ( Nanny Jory )influence again
I am determined to prove all my satanic haters wrong
So I say to them all ( with tbe exception of Simon ,Cynthia and maybe even Alan as long as he doesn’t start raving about Thatcherism ( It was on the phone and I couldn’t deal -lol- )
Whilst raising my glass of champagne
And say :
“Cheers to all my haters
So much more is coming “
And it’s going to be better than my wildest dreams
I will attract happiness and health and trillions
I will have two border collie girls or Sprollie sis
And with the money I will have the best barrister specialising in teacher grooming of pupils so that like that Cunt up there will
pay not only financially but everyone who ever knew him or liked him will know what he did
I have proof
It might ad well be a signed confession
And the malevolent phrasing of his guilt
“ I am going to sag something PETULANT now :
whereby he trivialises what he deliberately did
“Did I groom Mandy ? Yes , in the modern sense, tantamount to “
Oh my fucking Goddess !
The trauma of reading that letter those words which were answering Pamela’s question
I was so traumatised that I put that letter in a box and repressed that truth for two years approximately
When I read it again I was re traumatised
And there is so much evil in his letters
Victim blaming
Gaslighting
Using his authority to scare me blaming me for making him I’ll ( and others ie that witch )
It’s deeply distressing and disturbing
I want him tortured
I want the Croft
I don’t want to hear anymore of his sinister narcissistic abuse
That literally ruined my life when he knew of my incredible potential
I need to cry but it won’t come
Must ring
The caravan
Rape Crisis again
I need specialist help
I love you Mandy
I never loved him
I was groomed by Satan
My mum used those biblical references