Hard on myself
Every affirmation I heard, I came up with a negative circumstance in how it wasn’t true. I need to give myself credit, but I live in a world of brutal negativity and perfectionism. One that I created myself. It’s an unhappy place, and it’s very hard for me to leave. Sometimes though I open a window, like right now. It fills my mind with fresh air, sunlight, and very briefly, positivity and peace.