Stop People Pleasing
I realized that I’m a people pleaser. I always felt it made ME happy to make others happy but maybe I was just trying to buy or somehow earn their love. I thought by going along with what they wanted to do was making me part of the group. I recently found out the hard way by pleasing others they are not accepting me as me but just another peg in the wheel. They DID NOT accept me at all. When I started acting & doing things that made me happy they all (except 2) turned on me. Elaborating on my stories to make them into something they weren’t & spreading them between each other, I guess for entertainment. Calling me Candy behind my back & severing our 11 year friendship. Taking their family away from me & cutting me out of their lives entirely. Breaking my heart into a million pieces. But I have learned from this. I WILL be me. I will STOP trying to please people. I will be happy with myself. I WILL have self worth. I AM a good person & there WILL be people who will accept me for who I am. I WILL love myself!! Thank you for opening my eyes & stoping the crying ♥️