Frustrating and Telling
I learned that I have no idea who or what my crown chakra guardian could be. I could only imagine what the room looked like-even the crystal was morphing but basically invisible to me. I felt defensive and a bit defeated that I couldn’t “see” what I was being guided to see/do. I know meditation takes practice but it felt like I was failing. I just assumed that the owl photo on this meditation was the guardian and when we were guided to see what or who our own guardian was I didn’t feel like I had enough time to imagine or see who it was because I was still working on imagining the room. Maybe I expect to see & be deeper in my meditations and be further along on my journey than I actually am. Maybe I focus too much on what I want things to look like instead of feeling into and seeing what and where they actually are in reality.