I felt guilty over my deception with people closest to me, and my employer. I feel like I’m 24 again. Making some stupid avoidable mistake that didn’t need to be made. I lied to my wife. I lied to my therapist. I lied to and deceived my boss. I lied to and withheld information from a close friend. I have a lot to ask forgiveness for. Today I felt awful. Like my whole world just felt sour. Gray. Sad. I hope tomorrow will bring forgiveness and repentance.