Listened for insight but not sure this applies- although maybe I'm in denial. In answering the questions i did feel loved- letting go can be love. I can appreciate Cs situation and feel that she chose to respect me with honesty and letting me go. She wrote me a very loving message of congratulations, but has honored her own words by keeping her focus where it needs to be. Her consistency in emotion is helpful. I think I do still love her and while Im working on letting her go the love I feel so strongly in this space is really for myself. I would love if our paths come back together but i think a part of me will love her regardless, as a person, and as the beautiful soul she exists as.