Well it actually seems like I’ve heard this all before.
It’s like I go through these same issues regularly and I sometimes even succeed, but I can’t be succeeding because here I am again.
I may have more going on in my mind and in my life than I know what to do with.
How did I get like this, I mean so completely out of touch with myself and also other people, when all I want is to connect.
It’s my kids mostly I think, I miss em so so so so much and Tara as well.
I wish things were different and in a good way, I wish things didn’t end up with a tragic and sad death, and not just the death of my dear baby daughter Tylar, but it turns out also the death of my family in a sense.