Disappointment
Just recently I graduated college. I got my instant on in the industry I thought I wanted to be in. Found out it was to much for me and resigned. Now i have this constant overwhelming selling of being a disappointment to the ones I care about, that what Iโm doing is not good enough. The last 2 and half years of running back and forth to school and work nonstop. Now that I donโt have either I feel as though Iโm a huge disappointment and Iโm not doing a enough or them or myself. Everyday it eels like Iโm drowning and I donโt know how to get out. I have no one to talk to and I feel as though I am a burden, even though it has only been 6 months since it began.