Emotions...feelings of guilt
I'm In a tough space, trying to let go of what I'm use to and embrace the changes. Guilt would allow me to stay in situations that I no longer wanted to be in. Not speaking up for myself would cause me to engage in behaviors that I didn't need to. In finding my voice, it's still hard for me to speak up because when I do and my actions follow, others get hurt and that's never my intention. Guilt hits me heavy and I'm battling the newness of moving forward and not staying because of my guilt for the hurt I've caused and choosing what I want and need and the desires of my heart yarn for.