I realised that what was holding me back was the thought that others did something to me and the result of it what the feeling of emptiness. But now I do understand that nobody did anything, I did… the way I interpreted situations, conversations all of it was me… I chose to feel empty. I felt empty not because of them, but because of the way I looked at things. I believed that they had the power of my feelings. But the truth is that I have the power.