Beating myself up
I’ve noticed that I’ve been blaming myself for all of my mom’s and dad’s stress. When they get home from work, tired and stressed, I try to be as perfect as I can, just to make mine and my brothers life easier. My brother being 5 years old is expected to make a mistake. Me being 13 am expected to be more responsible and mature than my brother. I have ADHD and sometimes don’t think about my actions beforehand, so when I make a mistake, my parents are already at the boiling point and just explode on me. I don’t get emotional very quickly, I hold it in and when I’m at my tipi for point, my world comes crashing down. Recently this happened and I’ve been depressed. Aura has really helped with my depression. This story I think I can say, pulled me out of my depression hole. There are thing I still need to fix, emotions I need to wash off, and bridges I need to rebuild, but overall I feel free again! Thank you to the Aura community for being sooo positive! Have a good rest of your day or night!