I believe my mom is cheating on my dad and I can’t move breathe or even look at her without disgust, I hate it but mostly I hate myself. Am I not good enough that she would stay? Am I not good enough for her to at least not be selfish and not ruin our relationship and family? My dad is amazing, challenging and amazing and I just don’t know what to do. She is a good person, she means well but just because she is good does not make her any less selfish. This lessen makes me realize that I will grow and move on from this, it’s another stage that I will prevail from, I just hope she can live with herself for breaking me and breaking our relationship as mother and daughter. But it’s was her choice and she chose herself, I don’t blame her but when you have a kid sometimes there are more important things, but I understand she isn’t happy and I know that I just wish she could be. I just wish she could have tried to think about us but she comes first, I just hope she knows that I won’t look at her the same and I hope that this stranger never shows his face to me because I won’t forget and I definitely will not forgive.