I miss my daughters. I miss being a mother. Brianna was the most beautiful and amazing baby I could have ever asked for. I loved her with everything I am and she loved me right back. We were inseparable, could communicate before she could speak. I left Gary when she was 1 and gave him another chance so she could have both parents. Then, he became more abusive and was scaring my baby. I got a restraining order. Three days later, in Probate Court, they took her and put her into a Foster home and I will never forget her reaching for me screaming. Two months later, DCF had to come off the case. On December 19, 2010, the judge gave GARY, the woman batterer, physical custody because he had money for an attorney and I was pro se. I fought and fought and finally got overnight visits back. Then, July 27, 2013, Gary would not bring her to our visit. On July 30, we went to court and the judge said what overnight visits? I have not seen her since!
Little Karina was a shock since Sam said he was giving me my birth control. I was still battling for Brianna. He swore he would never do what Gary had. She was born on September 30, 2014 and a gorgeous Angel with blonde hair and blue eyes. I took care of her completely by myself. DCF again had a case opened because of Subutex. I cooperated and after that year, the case was supposed to close. Then, a new social worker, Jessica, was put on the case. She penalized me for vaping medical marijuana for pain because “DCF is federal and marijuana is a drug”. Sam was not compliant, slamming the door in the social worker’s face.
We took a trip down to South Carolina and came back and stayed at my mom’s house in Weymouth. Then, November of 2015, Jessica and the Weymouth PD came to the apartment. They took a 72-hour hold and gave her to his mother. No court date. Sam was visiting Karina behind my back and the social worker told me. I confronted him and threw him out. His family had money and I had less than $300 a