I felt
I felt like I had a real conversation with my oldest self when you directed us to speak with ourselves on the health bed I cried. I’m still crying to to understand what these feelings are. I asked question like did you find your purpose? Did you live you life the way you wanted to? Then for some reason I just said I love you you and will miss you. But don’t be afraid you spent your time here on earth and it’s time to move forward.
I survived a suicide attempt in 2019, I felt that was my physical death but I’m still here. As I spoke with a friend about it last night, I felt that I was healed. I don’t fear death, I fear not finding why I’m still here. Beyond those feelings, I needed to revisit this moment. Thank you for giving me a guide to get there.
These tears must be something, but they needed to fall. Thank you and I look forward to continuing to heal.