My major issues..
About this time last year I lost a next door neighbor, I do not know why I suddenly started remembering him every minute and each time I remembers him I suddenly get scared of dying like him even though we are not close buddies and most times if I see posts on social media about people that died of kidney problems or cancer related issues I suddenly became scared of experiencing the same illness and i always visualize them in my thoughts and that makes me to become more scared and makes me feel like I’m dying too, sometimes I touch my heart just to make sure if it’s still beats…I really need help please…i don’t really know how to explain this feeling but I really hope you will understand better