Not a great relationship with myself
Hard to admit but not hard… the record that plays in my head…is not a nice one.
I’m ugly, I’m ugly, no one wants to be with me, if they want me it’s not for a relationship just a fling, I’m not lovable, they will leave me eventually, they will discover who I really am and find me too serious, too heavy, not always happy and loving life and they will leave, no one wants to know me truly because that will scare them off.