What is the relationship to myself?
In India, people divide human existence in cycles of 7 years. At the end of my first cycle I felt betrayed and in the second started hating myself. At the end of the third, I decided to identify with my ego and fell pray to it. By the fourth, I was a slave of anxiety and fear. I had a meltdown, and now I know that my self is much more beautiful than my ego, that useful shield, and can be nourished inhabiting my whole body in the present moment. Thank you...