I felt hurt I felt unwanted I felt insecure I felt unnoticed... I cried I breathe in and I breathe out it was calming but I couldn't shut down my thoughts. The entire time I thought of my kids & trama
I couldn't shake the thoughts I couldn't clear my mind from all the things that hurt me that are destroying me and what makes me feel as low as I feel today. I am looking at myself as a complete failure. So I may just have to continue practicing and maybe I will learn the true meaning of meditation