me & him
I noticed most of all sadness in reflecting on my self betrayal and abandonment, tearing up as I considered it. I am my greatest responsibility and the vessel of my life: it saddens me that I didn’t care for her.
I noticed that I am not ready to forgive one person who has betrayed and abandoned me. The anger, sadness, and grief tightened up in a ball in my chest, toward my throat. I could feel it, but I was not ready to let it go.
This, then, is my work going forward: loosening that burden of resentment and anger until I can release it and find forgiveness for that person. Send it along with love their way.