What IS my meaning?
I still feel so lost! Even small hurdles seem almost insurmountable to me anymore. Life is seemingly just ripping from one ordeal to the next, where I USED to feel on a pretty even keel for the most part.
I think my massive stroke changed me more than I may ever truly realize. My ability to ”cope” is practically gone. My patience is worn thin. I'm angry and ”snappy” with the people, situations, things around me.
I don't really ”like” this new version of me very much. He’a a sour, grumpy old man, who I barely recognize as myself.