Normal feelings.
I learnt that what I have been going through is perfectly normal. After to many people telling me to “snap out of it” or “it’s time to let go” after multiple loss at the same time, to hear some thing (an app) or some say “be patient, it’s normal” is so refreshing and puts me more at ease. You think you going about it wrong all the time trying to get through, but there is no wrong way it’s finding the one that’s right for you.